So I started working today and I love my job even though it's only 10 days! I swear it's fun and damn slackkkkky! hehehehehehehehehehehhe 

 WHEN ONE IS TOOOOO FREE.

hahahaha I swear I spent the whole day sleeping and playing games! All I had to do watch check toilet, give out papers to candidates and take over the invigilation during toilet break time!

 HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ....

Oh well, I've something to share with you. This song saved my life, yes it definitely did.

I'm a big fan of Simple Plan and now that the MV is out(I waited since the release of their GYHO tour album), I just can't stop replaying it because I'm sure this song definitely saved many people's lives. 

I wanna start letting you know this
Because of you my life has a purpose
You helped me be who I am today
I see myself in every word you say
Sometimes it feels like nobody gets me
Trapped in a world where everyone hates me
There's so much that I'm going through
I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you

I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came on just in time
This song saved my life

Sometimes I feel like you've known me forever
You always know how to make me feel better
Because of you my dad and me are so much closer
Than we used to be
You're my escape when I'm stuck
In this small town
I turn you up
Whenever I feel down
You let me know like no one else
That it's okay be myself

I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came on just in time
This song saved my life

You'll never know
What it means to me
That I'm not alone
That I'll never have to be

I was broken
I was choking
I was lost
This song saved my life
I was bleeding
Stopped believing
Could have died
This song saved my life
I was down
I was drowning
But it came on just in time
This song saved my life

My life
My life
(This song saved my life)

My life
My life
(This song saved my life)

My life
My life
(This song saved my life)

My life
My life
This song saved my life.

"Because if you tell me the moon is a square, I'd believe you."

I can't wait for the end of 2012, I thought it might have been the best year but no doubt, it has also been the worst. I can't help with who I'm becoming, some times I feel like running away yet some times I feel the need of being part of the crowd. But it's okay, it's okay to be myself.

I thought I'd be dead bored but haha I guess not! 

The highlights of this month were Prom, Red Camp9 and Wesley's chalet. 

Of course not forgetting Maddy's arrival yay! 

I hope to see Zack, Momin & Shawn soon 😔 

went over to Maddy's crib to give her a surprise yesterday night but failed because she wasn't home yet!

Poor Racheal and I who stood outside with food!! Hahaha! 

Oh yea, went swimming yesterday morning with Rachel 👍👍👍 fun! 

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay

But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

"HOPES DIE LAST", I guess it still died in the end. 

I give up.